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ESTHER'S STAYOVER!
Tuesday, October 31, 2006

HARLOW! XD

LOL. okayy.. i don't have much to blog. so yeah.
i'll just tell you my schedule.

-esther stayover (:
-went swimming with her this morning
-swam 7 laps

TOMMOROW
-CHOIR
-choing to TPC to meet esther(she going swimming;she no school)
-going ice-skating with youth gang and BS with jame. +esther
-kinda doubt many ppl would come though.
-BUT. I KNOW. GOD WILL MULTIPLY!
-esther go home..
-choiing to TPC to celebrate ah ma's birthday! xD

THURSDAY
-nothing much i guess. prolly getting the new phone? YAY!
-or maybe tommorow night? WAHAHAH..

Friday
-PRARACHUTES BAND! lol.
at my friend HuiQi's church.

and i only found out today, that she was in the same CHURCH AS CHRISTIAN SEAH.
LIKE. WHAT THE HECK. -.=

hahah.. dunno if i'll see him anot loh. LOL.
and. maybe i'll move to that church?
cos of the atmosphere..
to tell you the truth, i'm not really comfortable wit CMYOUTH's atmosphere...
so yeah. MM. i'm going to blog at XANGA and here now an dthen..

so. OFF TO XANGA! xD

MEMORIES. ...
Sunday, October 29, 2006

Jammin To: For My Bride - Prince<3

Hi there..
To start this post, i would like to thank you for reading my blog. whoever you are. (:
you are greatly cherised by me.

well, i went for choir this morning at 9 and came back at 12.
then mum asked me to pack my room.
i then pondered on many many memories that made me shed a thankful tear.

i found my 2 diaries. in my old shelf.
one written and updated by my mum since i was born.
and another written by ME with ugly but memorable handwritting.
those were real words. i was pondering on how much God loved me and gave me such a good life that ran so smoothly. i hardly ever had winds blowing my direction.
no downs. mostly ups.
i really want to thank God for this.

HE'S BEEN SO SO SO SO GOOD TO ME!
HE LOVE ME SO MUCH.

Father God, thank you for loving me so much.
and blessing me with such a wonderful life and dying for me on the cross so that all my sins would wash away Lord. and i am so happy to have you as a child. for you love me so much.

even though i miss those good times, i know there would be more blessings in stored for me in the future. as my father loves me more than anyone else. (:

i feel so happy!!!

MY GOD IS SO GOOD HALLELUIAH!
GOD IS SO GOOD! MY GOD HE'S SO GOOD. HE'S SO GOOD TO ME!

God can do wonders in your life. but he won't be able to do so.
UNless you accept HIM in your life.
he can help you in your troubles. your pain. your shame.
everything! (:

He died not only for ME.
but for YOU. everyone.

survival in society- looks or image

"Is beauty ALL you need?" -Lau YunQi,blonde hottie.(yeah, righttt.)

HARLOW.
i'm currently chatting with YQ now.. anyways, she came online not long ago.
She's one of my favourite mates to chat with. HEH.
because when i chat with her, everyhting seems so profound.
and there's always something to talk about.

so yeah. todayy. we had a discussion on Looks and Images, which is more important in surviving in the society.

then she told me some crap. like.
this tai tai and an average girl selling flowers.
the tai tai was preety.
but the average girl. was just AVERAGE GIRL LAH!

yeah. then this guy came around and saw the two ladies selling the same flowers.
being the realistic and human-thinking shit.
the guy bought flowers form the tai tai.

you must be thinking.
"aiyah.. why he buy form the tai tai.. should buy from the average girl mah.."

BUT. have you ever thought? WOULD YOU DO IT?"
would you buy from the average girl?
to tell you the truth. i would.

then YQ and I started thinking.

Is Beauty really all you need?

i do not agree. as i think what really matters is apprearance and image.

like. if this pretty tai tai, rich. preety. but didn't care a damn on service and attitude. and not to metion DRESSING. do you stilll think the guy would have bought the flowers from her?

and if the average looking girl.not really beautiful. took time to dress up,and improve on servicing,attitde and even dressing. she would have already sold all her flowers in a few hours.

so it's actually skin deep. THINKING. that is the tip point for surviving in the society.

not money. looks or power.

so yeah. i guess that's all for philosiphy.

credits: Bena &YQ

*****************

i guess i had enough of blogging today. WAHAHAH.. so happy with myself.

anyways. here are updates of my life.

-bouGHT Goong CD-$30. DANG.
-NOT getting N91 DOUBLE dang DANG DANG
-5 stella nights not out yet- TRIPLE DANG. DANG DANG DANG
sheesh. sup with everything? wth. so screwed.

anyways, i'm looking forward to my NEW phone. i wen to funan with mum today after church to chec out N91 LUH..then too ex. cos 1000 plus.
i was like 0_0
WHAT THE HELL?!
THEN i trade-in my 6280 and my mum
s line. still 800+ SHEESH.
the salesgirl recomended us N73. I don't like the design.
because what i basicly want is a music phone.
i dun care the camera or watsoever LUH.
Then the salesgirl showed us the lastest one. 5530. music phone. ANTI-3G.
mum said an immediate no. DANG. i liked that one lah...the design.. everything.
then mum said i must get a 3G one.
unless i want to have that phone forever.
then i was like.
SHE MAKES GOOD SENSE. cos after that, that phone has no more value..
so in the end. we didn't get anything. i still need to consider. BLEAGH.
so.. www.nokia.com here i come!!
WHOOTS!. bleagh. ok lah.
enough already.
God BLESS,
T.S.A
//p.s choir tommorow.. wed- >ice skating wif Jme and Esther!! <3>

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beautiful & cute
Friday, October 27, 2006



Jammin To: Dan Yan Pi -Rainie Yang
(sheesh. bubblegum pop once again. WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU BENA??!!)


Well,hi there.

i'm feeling so bored- that i decided to blog..
and not forgetting the point that i left out many things in my previous post.


so yeah. if you're reading this. scroll a little furthur down and read the one below.(: Kam sam hamida

oh yes, Yuki left for HK today.. didn't send her off..

I'm getting a new phone! and it's friggin confirmed!
WHOOTS! N71? no wait. it's some N series phone. which i saw today.
aye. HAHAH.. no. it's N91. LOL. check it out.

and YES. it's my dream phone. and i'm getting it. MUHAHAHAH...
MUSIC PHONE. 4GB SPACE. WAHAHAH... wonder what'll do with that much space!

oh, and.. i kinda doubt that Prince's jap album is out leh...
cos the fanclub is like saying his album is not out yet luh..
but.
i'll still go to HMV tommorow! AJA! hahah.. dunno why i type that for.

sheesh.

anymoree? if nothing else. I'LL POST PICTURES!!
WHOOTS!



PRINCE!! <3

MY dear dear prince..
***
anyways, I saw a video on KJH just now.. it the lates video of him lah..
him in taiwan yesterday.. they interviewed him and asked what kind of girls he was interested in.
" I like girls that are beautiful than cute.."
(which means that he likes beautiful girls to cute girls..)
sheesh. i then pondered upon myself.
then i grew in curiousity.
Beautiful & Cute.
what's the difference?
then i searched up the dick. (LOL)
Cute=sweet/clever/attractive/ingenius
Beautiful=Having beauty
i was satisfied with the results of cute.
but not very much with beautiful though.OXFORD...??!?!
HAVING BEAUTY. like. who the hell dosen't know?!
then i put my MSN name as:
" What's the difference between Cute and beautiful?"
then Luther, my classmate saw it and started a conver wit me.
and surprisingly. his name was on girlls who ACT cute.
something like.
"stop acting cute... cute is something fuckin general..what you think you are? hot shit. muthafuka you ain't J-LO.. I'm bout to puke.."
bitched around with him lah.. then he gave me his definition of CUTE AND BEAUTIFUL.
L: cute is bouncy bouncy smiley sweet stuff
L:beautiful is um you could not smile yet look pleasent
HAHAH.. i like his definition.. at least better than Oxford's can??
well.after the futher down conver; i dunno lah.. but i think he kinda got pissed at me.
not sure why. but i could feel it. check this out.
L: then go around talk to guys like she know everyone..and um yeah i may agree but you still don't have to show of about it. =p
OH MY SHIT. i don't know if i lost a friend anot luh.. HAIX.
pray for me people! i kept looking through the chat log but i don't know what i said wrong!
SHEESH. aiyah. anyways.
ESTHER'S GOING HMV WITH ME!! <3>
THANKS ESTHER!
God BLESS,
T.S.A

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Ice AGE2 = SO CUTE!

Jammin to: Feeling- Prince aka KimJeongHOON

WAHAHAH..i've though of a name for MY KimJeongHOON!




PRINCE! <3




HEH. dosen't really sounds special though.. sheesh. Hoonie's a little childish..
while KJH's pretty common.. BLEAGH. people!!
HELP ME.give me a good name for MY PRINCE!
HAHAH..anyways..today started kinda good. because there wasen't any school.


well. that isn't the main point.


LOL. fact is i went to Vivocity the second time with Mum, ah ma, da yi and uncle hammer( da yi's hubby)


UNcle hammer is just a nickname ferr him lah. it isn't his real name.
da yi named him that cos he was a burden to bring out when she shops.
HAHAH.. so cute right?


anyways.i had fun there.but i got kindda pissed. then got okay. then pissed again. then okay.
HAHAH.. are they moodswings?
LOL. i hope so. beacuse MY prince has them too. LOL.


yeah. this time was different form the other; which i went with Kim2 & Ku2..
with my sprained ankle. HEH. didn't enjoy myself at that time really much.


so yeah.. shopped for 4 hours...( YES. i calculated.) then went home.
i was bored there. cos all the adults were just being kinda selfish?
minding their own shit.
sheesh. WE HAVE FEELINGS YOU KNOW!




BLEAGH. anyways. i didn't get the cds on my shopping list.
got irritated at that part too.. then mum said we'd go HMV and get them tommorow!!


YAY-NESS!!


just hope she means it though.. not that i don't trust her lah..
but she kinda often get mood swings too.. BLEAGH.




SO. i'll not be going ferr band prac lor..


hmm. one more thing. i don't now what's up with me these few days loh..
feel that i play badly.. spritual warfare?
self esteem? hmm. i dunno.. *sigh..
PRAY BENA PRAY!


heh.. so yeah. hahah.. i just had my dinner!


i bought Soba fish just now.. at Giant..
VERY GOOD! try it one day too yeah?
and don't forget to put JAP MAYO! ;D
it's fattening lah. but once in a while..
won't hurt. oh yah. maybe going to the gym and work out some day..
HEH.


oh yes, i wanna show you guys something. ARHHHH!! MR PRINCE. xD




it's my current deskstop. WAHAHAH.. MY prince's name is so cool! (:
( ferr cok eyes-it's KJH.)



okay, gotta win this game i'm playing with Kevin over MSN!
sheesh. he won 3 times in a row.
DAMN HIM.
it's so unfair luh.. i don't now how to play lah..
BLEAGH.
hahah.. he's sending me nudges already.
God bLESS!
T.S.A.
//p.s i cried today-
while watching a KJH video.




It pays o be a good driver!
Thursday, October 26, 2006

Year 2088...

A pastor dies and is waiting in line at the Pearly Gates. So happen I ended up queueing infront of him.

Saint Peter addresses me shortly, "Who are you, so that I may know whether or not to admit you to the Kingdom of Heaven?"

I replied, "I'm Bena, of Singapore, attend church only if it's convenient and pray only when I'm on the brink of death"

Saint Peter looks into his PDA. He smiles and says to the me, "Take this silken robe, diamond studded golden staff and Sony Vaio Pentium VIII laptop and enter the Kingdom of Heaven."

I was like "HUH? Peter ah, you sure you got it correct or not? It's B-E-N-A-O -N-G leh."

Saint Peter checks against his Apple G7 desktop just to be sure and nodded his head.

I skipped happily into Heaven with my robe, staff and new toy.

It's the Pastor's turn. I thought it'll be good to have some company so I waited for him.
The pastor stands erect and booms out, "I am Rev. K, pastor of a 20000 member church for the last seventy years!"

Saint Peter consults his PDA once again and says to the pastor, "Take this cotton robe and wooden staff and this 2nd hand Pentium III Desktop enter the Kingdom of Heaven."
Just a minute," says the pastor. "That man infront of me got much better stuff than me? How can this be? I think you PDA spoilt lah, sync with your desktop again just to make sure."

"Up here, we work by results!" Saint Peter rebuked him sharply.

"While you preached, people in your church slept; while he drove people around, people in his car prayed."

***
So people... the moral of the story is...
It pays to be a bad driver after all! xD

whoots!!!! KJH's ALBUM!! in my hands!

Jammin to: KimJeongHOON - Thank You

WHOOTS!!!
I've got KJH's album!!
heh. the price isn't really nice though.
i didn't get 4 Stella Nights. hmm. it's prolly not out yet.
i got his worldwide album. called Best album?
lol. i'm not sure.

i bought his album cos i like his voice.because it's nice and gentle. HEH.
i don't really know what he's singing? LOL.
but it has a chinese translation provided. YAY.

i'm thinking of getting another album.
maybe tommorow? but if i do get something tommorow..
it's gotta be the Goong soundtrack. HEH.

i saw it today.. but didn't get it.. cos i wanted to try That CD Shop at raffles.

so yeah.
well today was kinda cool.
watched The Omen at class today.
wasen't that scary as Stay Alive though..
kinda lame. LOL.

then i went to TPC with YJ &YK.cos we were dismissed at a friggin 10. MUHAHAH.
slacked here and there abit..and BOUGHT KJH'S ALBUM!!!
AHAHAAHAHAAHAH..
YK found it. heh. sharp eyes.
oh yes, she's going back to HK tommorow.. don't hink i can send her off though.
going BIBLE STUDY!

and MAN. i don't understand what KJH's singing!
i gotta go check it out. SHEESH.
okay, got a CD to figure out.
T.S.A. xD

// p.s: oh yah.
form now onwards, i'm gonna refer KJH to Hoonie!!
eeyer. sounds so gay.
hahah.. or maybe i'll think of something else. yeah. bleagh.

oh my shit.i almost forgot. QUOTE OF THE DAY:

" Mummy!!!! i want ballball!!! ". a small 3-year-old.

"No boy boy, you got already...!". his LAU BU.

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" YJ&ME

okayy. this may not be understood by straight minds.- unlike people with crooked ones. LOL.

5 STELLA LIGHTS!!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006

OH MY GAHHHH!!



KIM JEONG HOON'S ALBUM'S OUT TODAYYYY!!!


25/10/06!!!


AND oh my shit.i only know until now.

what kind of fan am i huh? SHEESH.

i've been thinking of buying his album,5 Stella Lights already..

even though it only consists of 5 songs(thus the name) it's KJH singing in japanese!! WAHAHAHAH... he sounds so hot.

and i'm going to this friday!!


WHOOTS!!
OH YES, AND please don't ask me to send you the songs via msn. cos i wanna uphold th e privacy law!! xD
and. i'm gonna buy the Goong soundtrack!!!
both at the same time!!

hahah.. i'm starting to get worried if i can get up tommorow anot. heh.





kays, NITE.

Kam sam hamida,


T.S.A.





//p.s SHEESH. i'm so tired that i left all my stuff on the floor.

UNPACKED. damnit.

new blogskin!!

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

today is a GOOD day! xD
hahah.. shan't blog much. cos i got a room to pack.
and Yes;

at this hour. BLEAGH.
anways, ESTHER'S BACK!!!
AHAHAHAH..!!!!!
i can go ice skating then!!! WHOOTS!!! WHOOTS!!
i guess that's the ony thing i'm happy because of her coming back.
LOL.
oh yes, how do you find this blogskin?
i LOVE it. WAHAHAHAHA..
i really like it.
OH. one more thing.
i'm GONNA GET KJH'S ALBUM. GOONG DVD GOONG SOUNDTRACK

WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH
and yes.. i found $50 bucks in my room just now while packing.
MUHAHAHAHAH..
sheesh.
esther can't go with me.
BLEAGH. screw her.
I GOTTA GO NOW.
bye. bye.
T.S.A.

Hari Raya? i'm sorry. but i dun really care.
Monday, October 23, 2006

Jammin To: Da Da Da- Cyndi Wang
( i can't believe i'm listening to bubblegum pop) BLEAGH.

Happy hari RAYA!
AND DEEPAVALI.


Why i'm wishing you that?
cos i just want the holiday.


i bet this is how you guys think also luh.
HAHAH... that's how I think too lah.
=P i just want the damn holiday.

and OH YES. heres another holiday cumin up -

Friday 27/10/06


and another.

not exactly. schools over by then only lah.

HAHAH... i feel so GAY.


anyways, today's KU kU's birthday.

no pics will pe put up. cos e problems still there. BLEAGH.

WAIT TILL I GET MY NEW PHONE.

MUHAHAHAHA...
going to Ma Ma's later to celebrate.

SO. giVe it up for KU KU!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY KU KU!!! <3>

YOU ROCK my SOCKS!!

HAHAH... that's like. totally irrelevant. LOL.



and NO. Ku Ku is not KUKU which is my mum's brother.
they are different.
the kuku i'm talking about today is my dad's sister.

HAHAH.. confused?
yeah. me too.



wells. since i'm bored. i shall post snapshots in my com. via paint. here's one.


so cute. actuallly YZ is below. then Kevin came up.

like. LOL. hahah.. then he floats.
lame. but i find things like these interesting.


HOTTIE Kim Jeong HOON!! <5




i guess that's ALL.
got a game with Kevin via msn now.
God Bless,
T.S.A.

//p.s CHECK THIS OUT!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MbF9FzCzM_I&mode=related&search=
HE IS SO SO SO CUTee!!!
Kim JEONG HOON! hahahaahahaha..

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COACH LUKE! ooh my gahh.

o.0gling at : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gn2z2lvWUT0&NR

heyheyhey!!
(:
man. i think JJ sings beauutifully. i mean like. SERIOUSLY.
click the link and listen. it's very good.
no wonder i used to like him so much last time..
hmm. and i come to realise something over the past few years too.
i've actually been listengin to music BLINDLY.
like. nice? not nice? bad? beautifull? yeah.
i believe every piece of music has its own special points.

so, the next time you listen to music,
don't just focus on the singer's voice;
but focus on the special points and instruments in the song.

okay. enough of the crap.
i shall go on to what happened today.

well, today was basicly crap?
i mean like. yes; hard core crap.

my class went for this learning journey thing.
WALKED around friggin Balestier-
nursing a damn sprained ankle.
SHEESH. should have just skipped school.
we walked friggin far lah. even YJ, with her perfectly fine legs.
hurt. imagine mine.
BLEAGH.

but i learned quite alot though..
i didn't know there was a free water station in balestier..( i bet you didn't know this.)
i didn't know there as many as 40 LIGHTSHOPS in balestier...(or this.)
and neither did i know that there this memorial hall in balestier.. which was presently a owner of a mistress of someone. HAHAHA..

WALKED back to school; reached school at about 9:30 or sommit.
just in time ferr reecess. saw - .
didn't really felt anything. guess it's working. xD

then. after recess. was assembly!
and guess WHO was there to give a talk. WAHAHAHAAHAHA.
HOT. CUTE. GENTLEMAN. CHARMING. MR SINGAPORE. TALL. POLITE.
COACH JOSHUA LUKE!!!!!!!

he was as charming and polite as usual though. but at the end of the talk,
we did this check thing. he checked our class first. man. YJ, MX,YK and many others didn't qualify for it untill 4 times!!
but. there was one person. whom qualified once her 1st check.
*drum roll
PRESENTINGGG!!!!
Lau YUNQI!!!!
hahaha.. she's this very formal girl. hahah..
But her dressing kinda decieves oneself of her character.
she may look like a plain jane from the outside.
but as dark and goth you can imagine from the inside.
HAHAH... i'm exagarating? never mind.
man. my leg feels numb. trying to shakke it tremendously to un-numb it.
sheesh. hahah.. that's totally inappropraite. HAHAAH. wadeverr.
YES. then after assembly i felt kinda sad.
cos it would probably be my last time meeting Coach Luke.
damn. sigh* but MX comforted me though.
" aiyah.. our school social ettiquite like shit. hihg pants would ask him to come back for sure one lah. don't worry."
then i was like. :D yah HOH!!! ((=
the next "period" was science with Mr koh.
heh. he gave us a magic cube each to play with for the whole period.
then tensed up Yun Qi broke it.
i bet she just tore the friggin cube all up lurh!
HAHAH.. she's so funny. then the pah-teh-tik cube was like in pieces.
instead of a solid.
oh yes, i then went for reharsal at 1:15?
drama members and choir went only..
which is Luther, BK, YQ and me.
hahah.. that's pah-teh-tik shit.
LOL.
anyways, it turned out good.
just that we sounded too fast. and the cd screwed up.
and we sounded like chickens.
yes. just that.
and believe me. it's not the worse. ;)

choir then proceeded to the ava room. so gay luh. we didn't grab a bite untill we were off.
and that's so- RAWWRRR...
bahh..
aiyahh. i don't wanna blog already.
gonna download MORE songs!

next on my list: Dang Ni - Cyndi Wang.

God Bless,
T.S.A

//p.s I'M NOT PLAYING SOCCER!!! WHOOTS!!!
oh YAR. one thing. can you hear the song?? cos i can't. tag my board please? (: yeahh.

GOONG! Princess Hours!!
Sunday, October 22, 2006

An-nyong Hashim nika! xD

THAT means good evening in korean. wahahah.. i'm progressing real well.
sorry for the lack of blogging these few days..
been away at my aunties and catching up on my Princess Hours.
and guess what?
i'm on the last episode now! WAHAHAHAHAAH..!
Char is still like. 19? wohohohohoho.. LOSER.
hahah.. anyways. i dun think i kindda got the time for sentences? i shall put them up in pointers instead. i shall first start with what already happened. (:

Friday-
.chiong to PS with Yuki And YJ ferr like less than an hour? and went back to school for friggin choir prac. felt like i was on a mission.
.choir prac was booooooooooooooooooring. shouldn
t have went. dang. not many went too...
. NPCC is soo funny!i saw them form the hall during choir prac. the jokers would play the warner brothers theme song and run for their drill...!
i mean like. that' so totally inapopraite. HAHAH...
.then chiong-ed ferr bible study at HSC. not many went too.
.went to KIM2 KU2 's.
. a piece of board fell from the ceiling of the toilet. BLEAGH.
. and the gay thing is. they didn't know until i told them. -.=
. bathed. and guess what.
. i fell cos of the wet floor the damn board caused.
SCREW THE BOARD.
.didn't feel any pain though.
.went Vivocity with KK2
.felt pain. sprained. got worst. started limping.
.saw a cute guy whom is KimKim's collegue. but i doubt he saw me? cause i was too busy with my foot. DANG.
.went back with KK2... PAIN WAS UNBEARABLE!!!
.rubbed LAVENDER OIL???

Saturday-
.foot hurt like- COCK.
.couldn't play for youth service.
.pratically stayed at home the whole day
.BUT. I DIDN'T EAT OR SLEEP.
muhahahaahah
.yes. but i GOONG-ed all the way though..
MX lent me the vcd of 1st part of goong btw.. watched it already.
since i was bored. watched it another time to OOGLE and YUL. muhahahahaah.
.rotted and sms-ed sam. same plight as me luhh.. HAHAH..
.kinda cried. got scolded for a gay reason.-the dog peed.
and i had to go wipe it. cos it peed.
LIKE. WTH. IT'S YOUR OWN FRIGGIN DOG. WHY DO I HAVE TO WIPE THE DAMN PEE?!
I WANTED TO REALLY CRY. BLEAGH. FELT LIKE A MAID. REALLY FELT SO PAH-TEH-TIK. I HATE IT. REALLY. haixx..

Sunday-
.woke up at a friggin 7:56
.supposed to meet sam at 8:30
.phone went flat
.used house phone to call instead.
.agreed to meet at 9 then
.took wrong bus/ and limped all the way to the FRIGGIN DAMN SHITTY BUSSTOP and had to figure out which bus to take to funan.
then it was damn 32. HAHAAH.. come to think of it. it's kinda hilarious. LOL.
then when i got there sam wasen't there luhh..
i was 30 MINS LATE. if i were sam i would had left long ago..
but guess what,
she did. HAHAH.. so gay.
so yeahh. she left for HSC herself.
then i went there and saw her there.
.went for choir prac with RENNE and Thomas.
.goood. was requested to play the key ferr the song
. kindda screwed it up in front of the professionals
.DANG. then this guy came in.
. could see that he had a guitar face.
.he played the guitar beautifully,perfectly and marvelously.
and his pipes. WHOA!!! it's so BEAUUTIFULL! he could sing so well lah..
.but. as i said. PROFESSIONAL.
.GAHH.. I wanna be something like him in the future.. woahh.. xD
.church ended. many people saw me limping.
.felt kinda gay.
.went to thomson plaza with M2.. pizza hut. i'm getting fat-ter. shit.
i actually wanted to go to the gym or for a swim at KK2'S that day.
then. URGHH... i can't do a shit. haix.. maybe next week..?
.well..cam eome watched Goong from 2+ to now?
HAHAHAAH...
.prepared dinner.. sausages..mashed potatoes..and eggs..
yum yum yum.. HAHAH.. but. i stomach wasen't really satisfied.
cos i kept going to the toilet?
but who cares anyway. as long as my tastebuds are.
HAHAHAHA...
oh yes, i'm actually supposed to be playing soccer next week. yeah. that's gay shit.
and i'm in the ONLY girls team.
ME,MX,YUKI,YJ,SM AND YZ.
screw chan pleasE?
URGHH. compulsory?
MY friggin FOOT.
and our opponents are SICK boys.
how bad can this shit get?!?!?!?
ARHHHHHHH!
but. i don't think i'll be playing lahh.. cos of my ankle.
and if it does heal by this wed.
i'll still say it hurts.
cos i can't pon school.- as i've got a concert on that day. it's ferr our principal Ms Ho, who's leaving the school. WHY CAN'T IT BE HIGH PANTS?!?!?!!?!?
DANGG. everything always goes wrong in these stuff..
no choice. God's plans.. RAWWRR.

ONE MORE THING.
i finnaly made a analysis on my taste in boys.
Korean guys are HOT.
AND yes, i'm attracted to korean guys. and their looks. and character? they usually fall into the category CUTE. heh.
and yeah.
of all the people that i'm OBSESSED with.

here's another analysis.
JJ = cute
Nathan hartono = Handsome
Kim Jeong HOON=HOT
-hmm. i guess that's kindda all?
AND. OH MY GAHH?!?!!#$*##$$*#@
it's a friggin 11:17 pm on a sunday! sheesh.
i beeter hurry up on my Goong so i can get my beauty sleep!
SHEESH.
Good Night.
T.S.A

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Heya! in school! xD
Wednesday, October 18, 2006

ello bello cello! ((=
hahah... i'm feeling gay.

dunno why.. prolly cos it's only 6 days to the holidays!
YAY-NESS.
betcha didn't know that.

kays, anyways, i'm blogging in school!
cos Mr chan brought us to the lab. wahahah...
i'm currently using two coms.. Yj's and mine.
hahah... cos YJ's up to sumting else..

(= oh yes, i watched Stay Alive in class just now..
bleagh. please do not watch it.
or you'll look like a friggin coward in the theatres.
well. i was. hahah.. i didn't even dare to look at the screen. HEH.
it's very gore and sadistic lah.. even though i've watched Miami Vice before.
i guess it's not really the type of movies i like.

hmm. i don't' find anything much to blog though.
really sian. like hard CORE sian. i wanna watch goong already...
so-
BYE.
FERR NOW. (;

ROLLERBLADING!!!

annyong ha seyo!

xD i not bad ah? heh.
today was a fantastic day ferr Jme,Uodia,Esther,Sam and ME.
hahah.. even though there were no pictures.
we had a good time. (=
we rollerbladed for 2 hours or sommit.

oh yes, i saw 2 korean guys skating!!
wahahahaah.. Jme then taught me some pick up lines...
hahah.. like.
"Hey, you play the guitar?"
and if he says no; you want me to teach you?
OR.
some thing guitar related stuff or sommit.
HAHAH... then i started thinking lorr.. hmm.. *
poke* lol. well everything else was good lah.. (:

oh my gosh.
i almost forgot 1 important detail about today.
HAHAAH... it makes me wanna laugh like hell.
LOL. OKAYY. CHILL BENA.
ahem. k.. Sam and I were taking the train back home just now..
then i was eager to go home as i was very tired..
then. as the train approached "toa payoh",
i stepped out the train and waved to sam.
Sam then gave me a funny look and i knew.
something-was wrong.
i looked uo the board.
and saw- Novena.
DAMN. and i quickly hopped back into the train.
and stoooopid sam was laughing her guts out.
i was like.
"ok lah.! i was tired wat!"
LOL. and i was laughing my guts out too.
okayy, i guess i shall end here. (=
school tommorow.
dun really wanna go to school on friday leh.. SLACK like siao luhh.
haizz.. but i dun really think i have a choice?
hmm. okayys.. i'm gonna watch my googn 18 b4 i sleep.

Good Night.
() T.S.A

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madness. I'M LEARNING KOREAN!!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006

omshit.
i'm so so late to meet jamie and the rest ferr roller blading.
GAAH. i beeter go BATHE now. gees.
i woke up at about 10 this morn'?
cos i slept at about 3 last night.
HAHAH... i'm going mad.. and i think i'm currently suffering from sore throat?
bleagh. my voice sounded so husky last night during my recording that i got fed up and slept.
hahah.. anyways, yesterday was okay lah..
slacked during the fist part of the day.. watched Goong..
but damn youtube gave problems last night.
so i can only watch till 17.
BLEAGH. SO GAY.
then i went ferr guitar lesson at Brandon's.
hahah.. sumting funny happened.
lol. here's the conver.

BR: umm.. k. this chords is like that, *does chords*
BE: okayy.. *does chords*
BR: *action abit* plays guitar*
BE: *still fiddling wif chord*
BR: *plays Fly Me To The Moon*
BE: AHHHH!!! *estaticly* i like that song! ARHHH! teach me! very nice!!
BR: of course lah, i play one leh.
BE: -.= ...

hahah.. it' ok if u dun getit. it''s those kind of you-wun-get-it-if-u-wun-there kind os jokes.
heh. okayys.
shall blog more tonight if i have e time.
God Bless,
T.S.A

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Kim Jeong HOON. YOU ARE SO SO SO SO HOT.
Monday, October 16, 2006

김정훈 Kim Jung Hoon










OKAYY....even though he confessed he isn't really caring in real life.. and suffers from mood swings-


I STILL LOVE HIM.




He looks so hot when he's deep in thought lahh..
heh. i like his style. (:

Rebel.






o.0gling at:PrincessHours-EP 11

AHAH.

NO posting of uniformed pictures you say?



well okay.







man. there's sumting wrong with blogger again.

sheesh.

i just hope can upload this picture..


shall edit it soon. when blogger's not being crappy.

BLEAGH.

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EXAMS SCRIPTS-HAHAH!!










O.ogling to: Princess Hours-EP 9 XD

heya...
i got back my scripts today...
i did okay lah, i passed everything. xD





then mum said she's gonna get me either a new phone or Ipod!





YAYE-NESS!!! AHAHAHAH... AMEN! GLORY BE TO GOD!






okayy...today was a fairly good and bad day.





let me explain myself.





my day at school started badly by assembly.





which was repeated by 3 people.





reporting the SAME OLD THING.





that's abosolutely gay.





have they run out of things to say?





or they must die die say something or will die...?









bleagh.





and to ADD on to it





the all famous for her nonsensical babbling, MRS ANG our VP,





came up to talk CRAP.





and i really emphasise the CRAP.










"I've noticed an amount of you uploading and posting pictures of yourslef and your friends. do you not know that it is a criminal offence? this school is a government school.





whatever pictures you take in or in your school uniform and you post on the net is an offence.





if w do see your pictures posted on the net,we will call you and inform your parents. you will be warned to take down your pictures. "










Have you seen BULLSHIT?





well. this IS real BUllSHIT.





and the crap dosen't end there dear.





there's more shit to it.





you dun wan me to post right?





THE MORE I'LL POST.





muhahaahahaahh.










I'M SO IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY NOW!!!




ahahahah... HE'S SO HOT RIGHT?!




yes, i know. he is. He's Kim Jeong HOON from Princess Hours.




he's a singer too.




xD





here's MORE.





aiyah. blame it on my laziness lah. hahah.. i dun feel like uploading anymore.




haahh..okayys. i guess i better stop blogging now..




mum is using a new meathod to get me off my lappy. which is totally unreasonable.




damn it.




"you play ah. play ah. next time you make specs you pay yourself ah."




AND




"you keep watching ah,then you no degree then you know."




like. wateverr.. nevermind. HUR!
you don't let me watch- i watch at night!




ahah. see how you stop me. LOL.




by then-you would be at lala land already. muahahahahah...




OH YES. 1 important thing. NO SCHOOL TOMMOROW AND ON WED!!!




YAY-NESS! AND I'M GOING ROLLERBLADING ON WED!!!




AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH.!!!




Bena'a HAPPY!




all righty,Bena's gotta watch her last part of Princess hours and get done with it for a while and continue in the night. HAHAH..




God Bless,




T.S.A







//p.s Kim Jeong HOON is MINE charlotte. MINE! MINE! as for YOU- Jeremy is at the buffet.




go findd himm. MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH...




BLEAGH. I MISS GUITAR V2... sniff... i'm crying over YUL...gahh..




YUL IS-




CHARMING-HANDSOME-THOUGHTFUL-FRIENDLY-SWEET-CARING-MRNICEGUY-MYKINDAGUY




HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH. and lastly,




HE'S MINE.

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PRINCESS HOURS!! GONG! xD
Wednesday, October 11, 2006

J & HowL ~ Perhaps Love (Sarang Een Gah Yo)





uhn jeh yuht duhn guhn jee gee uhk nah jeen ah nah
jah kkoon nae muh ree gah nuh roh uh jee ruhp duhn shee jahk
hahn doo buhn ssheek dduh oh reu duhn saeng gahk
jah kkoo neul uh gah suh joh geum dang hwang seu ruh oon ee mah eum

byuhl eel ee ah neel soo eet dah goh
sah soh hahn mah eum ee rah goh
nae gah neh geh jah koo (neh geh jah koo)
mahl eul hah neun geh uh saek hahn guhl


sarang een gah yo geu
dae nah wah gaht dah myuhn shee jahk een gah yo
mahm ee jah koo geu dael
sarang hahn dae yoohn seh sang ee deud doh rohk soh ree chee neh yo
wae ee jeh yah deul lee jyoh~ OOH~
suh rohl mahn nah gee wee hae ee jeh yah sarang chah jaht dah goh



jee geum nae mah eum eul
suhl myung hah ryuh hae dohnee gah nae gah dweh uh mahm eul neu kkee neun bang buhp ppoong een deh
ee mee nahn nee ahn eh eet neun guhlnae ahn eh nee gah eet deu sheeoo reen suh roh eh geh (suh roh eh geh)
ee mee geel deul yuh jeen jee mohl lah
sarang een gah yo geu dae nah wah gaht dah myuhn shee jahk een gah yo
mah mee jah koo geu dael sarang hahn dae yoohn seh sang ee deud doh rohk soh ree chee neh yowae ee jeh yah deul lee jyoh~
OOH~suh rohl mahn nah gee wee hae ee jeh yah sarang chah jaht dah goh
saeng gahk hae boh myuhn (saeng gahk hae boh myuhn)
mah neun soon gahn sohk eh (sohk eh)
uhl mah nah mah neun (YEAH~)
suhl leh eem ee ssuht neun jeejoh geum neu jeun geu mahn keum nahn duh jahl hae jool kkeh yo..



hahm kkeh hahl kkeh yo
choo uhk ee dwehl gee uhk mahn suhl mool hahl kkeh yodah sheen nae gyuh teh suh dduh nah jee mah yojjahl beun soon gahn joh chah doh bool ahn hahn guhl yonae geh muh mool luh jwuh yo~
OOH~geu dael ee ruh geh mah nee (geu toh rohk mah nee)
sarang hah goh ee ssuh yo (geu dae yuh yah mahn) ee mee~





**************
enjoy! xD

T.S.A

NO SCHOOL! xD

Jammin To: Howl's Moving Castle Theme Song

Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood Morning WWW! (:
heh.That's how a DJ in Korea greets his listeners. HAHAH...


kays.. bloggers still crappy. Bena's getting impatient. and she's bored. and in PAIN. BLEAGH.
How's bad can things get??? HAIX. hahah..
i mean like seriously.
and summore. my phone can't seem to connect to my com!
DAMNIT. URGH. i almost broke down last night lah..
cos i really wanted to load the Princess Hours stuff into my phone.

SO GAY. HAHAH... aiyahh.. nothing much already. LOL.

OH yes,going to help out at youths tommorow ferr the deco of the B..
kindda excited..? pfft.. i'm actually supposed to go today.. but kinda restless.. HEH. BENAAAAA...lol. i feel-BLEAGH.
you know what i'm sayin'?
yeah. i feel that way.. i dunno why.. maybe cos i bored? it's a holiday? no school?
HAHAH...GOD KNOWS?

shall end it here then..
God Bless,

T.S.A
T.S.A

BUAI BUAII exam... muhahahaha

jAMMIN TO: Perhaps Love-Princess Hours

YAHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

HAHAH..I sound spastic. LOL. kays, wadeva.
heh. i guess the reason's only one-
THERE'S NO MORE DAMN EXAMS!!!!!!!!
AHAHAH... well..as i said in my previous post,i went out with Yuki and YJ today.
man. i don't think i would be spending anymore money this week lah.
LOL. we all spent $10 straight on neos luh! so EX!
WHY? cos. we TOOK NEOS 3 TIMES.
TWICE THE SAME MACHINE AND ONCE A DIFFERENT ONE.
those girls ah. friggin rich LURH! haix..
anyways, we had a great time wasting money and facing flashes that could hurt the eye so much.
i came back home at 2 +? and was on the com.
trying to scan the neos up. to post up here.
as no one reads this. BUT ME. hahah..
WHO CARESS. i care. (:
lol. i'm lame. anways, BLOGGER MULFUNCTIONED.
man. if this happens again. i'm so gonna quit this damn blogger and go to my newly opened Xanga. muahahahah...THREATEN.
anyway. blogger is too darned stupid. can't upload videos ,.pictures or podcasts nicely. but Xanga can-
shit. I sound like a commercial. heh. whateva lah.
heh. oh yes,
I DON'T HAVE SCHOOL TOMMOROW AND ON FRIDAY.
C'MON. DUN BE SHY.
ENVY ME. MUHAHAHAHAAHAH..
heh. sorry.BENA'S BRING SPASTIC.
I guess that's all ferr today i guess.
MOREE tommorow! (:
God Bless,
T.S.A
//p.s GUESS WHAT. I AM NOW CA-RAZIE with PRINCESS HOURS!!!
ESPECIALY THE SECOND PRINCE!
kim. JEONG. HOON!!!
AHAHAAHAHAH.. I'll post PICTURESSS when bloggers not shity anymore.. so. PRAY. heh.
AMEN!

gone-goING-GONE!!
Monday, October 09, 2006

Jammin to:Haven't we met-Nathan Hartono

YO THE WEB!
HEH. man. i have to think of new openings..
hahah.. anywayss.

today was somehow good..?just that tummy hurt so much i almost fainted during the home econs test.. BLEAGH.
i was like.
"AWW. damnit. please man. give me a break. it HURTS LIKE HELL!"
BENA WAS SUFFERING AT THAT WHOLE 1 HOUR!!
ARHHHH! damnit.

AND. screw MR ASLAM LAH..
stay us back and talk science to us..
DAMN HIM! DAMNN HIMM!!
arhh. pfft. he was like:
" the haze goes into your body and water vapour goes in...."
YADA YADA YADA.. GAHH! i felt so
horrible..terriBLE..VEGETABLE..!
then MX and me were like:
"talk talk talk what shit science lah! what i know is that if i don't get out of this place,i'll faint! ARHH.."

haix.. then we wee released at like 9:15 or sommit.
then i chiong-ed home..haix..

then i realised the cause of my painful tummy.
HAIX. pathetic. and i didn't know.

heh. anyways, tommorow's the last day of EXAMS! to celebrate..
i shall put up another paint creation! ((=

heh,i need more practice. uhh huh. hahah..
oh YES, i'm going out tomorow! YAY-NESS!
J8! with Yuki and YJ.. MX won't be going though..
damn. she's grounded. poor thing..haix..

anyways,
God bless.

Thank God for PAIN
Thank God for FRIENDS
Thank God for NATHAN HARTONO
Thank God for MY PPARENTS WHOM ARE UNLIKE MX'S ( no offence to MX )

T.S.A.

BENA'S ON A HOLIDAY MOOD!!

Jammin to:My Crush-Frank Sinatra


HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYA!


heh. HELLO! yes, I'M BACKK. ahahahh.. T.S.A 'S BACK ON THE HOUSE!

and with a new skin! (:


ahem* ...oh yes,


i finally made a conclusion.


GOOD BLOG /\ Nice BLOGSKIN


Good blog = GOOD content


yes. a good blog need not have a nice blogskin..

what for have a damn blog if you have cute and nice blogskins that are written by a twit(no offence to all twits) and you can't read a damn thing.

makes sense?


That's why,i'd rather read a good blog with good content using maybe the bloggers template. which are.. umm. not bad i can say.. ;D


So,based on my conclusion,i have so decided to change to this skin.

You can so see the post clearly. and LOOK! I'M GLORIFYING MY GOD! (:

yes,ALL CHRISTIANS ; glorify God in all the ways you can!

Halleluiah! heh. AMEN!


***

mm hmm.. good eh? never thought Bena could post like this?

well this is a new improved Bena!

HAHAH..kindda sounds like a newly improved PRODUCT on a commercial..!

hEh. anyways.. my exams are not exactly over.. i still have home econs tommorow.. and chinese paper 2 the following.. BUT.

I AM ALREADY HAVING THE HOLIDAY SPIRIT!

ahahaahah... heh.

oh yes, from now onwards, i would be drawing stuff from paint.. haha.. like what NATHAN HARTONO does lahh.. i think it's kindda cool?

i did one already.. check it out:


heh. okayys.. i guess i better go sleep!

God BLESS,

T.S.A



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